Eekers. Who is Anu? Aerin chan, I was just reading the blog you did the day I left... T.T That was so long ago. It doesn't seem like just yesterday anymore, and yet at the same time it does. I have often wondered what would happen if we got another chance? What if we all had one chance to go to Wilson for one day as we are presently. It sometimes scares me to think that it might not be the same... but is different so bad? I know I am talking all weird, but hear me out. Over the past year and a half, we have definitely changed. Whether in different ways or same, only the future will tell. If we had spent the past year and a half together, would we be different today? Would we be better? Or worse? It confuses me so, to think that I am Arawen, "master of hyperness and crazy things" and at the same time, I am Ke... I don't know who I am anymore. I am so many people. I'm not only Arawen, and Kalaibii, and Kelley, and Kyo, and Kitty, I'm many many more. And yet are they all the same? Are they all just bits and pieces of a being that adds up to me?

I know this is a really long rant, but Aerin, Tundraflame, and Anu (I'm assuming I know you...) if you have any way to answer the question below, please do:

who am i?


eek. i sounded like a philosopher. I guess I should end in a quote.

"calling out... hopefully and hopelessly..."